this is me.

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Fri, 25 Dec 2009 23:26:17 -0500

and all i ever learned from love was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you

Fri, 25 Dec 2009 22:17:26 -0500

and all i ever learned from love was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you

and the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams

Fri, 25 Dec 2009 11:25:58 -0500

matt and kim - daylighti have five clocks in my life and only...

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 15:44:54 -0500

matt and kim - daylight
i have five clocks in my life and only one has the time right

i've got this store-bought way of saying i'm okay, and you've learned how to cry in total silence

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 11:24:24 -0500

i like white pillows and the blueness of morning

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 10:03:10 -0500

i like white pillows and the blueness of morning

there’s a difference between living and breathing and there’s a difference between love...

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 20:58:33 -0500

there’s a difference between living and breathing and there’s a difference between love and regret.

the carpenters | superstar

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 16:18:07 -0500

the carpenters | superstar

an expected slap in the face

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 12:21:57 -0500

i slightly hate getting new albums from bands that i really like because then i feel pressured to...

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 21:12:53 -0500

i slightly hate getting new albums from bands that i really like because then i feel pressured to listen to the whole thing and pay attention and be able to judge it right away, but i get bored after a few songs and feel like a terrible fan.

for instance, right now i am listening to DAISY for the first time and they are screaming and it’s making me upset. why would they think that is a good idea? unsure. this first song sucks. i have no idea what they are saying and my ears are bleeding and i want to turn it off.

brand new you are failing me.

motherfucker.

and i swear i’m gonna cry, i’m sick of trying to be...

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 20:34:00 -0500

and i swear i’m gonna cry, i’m sick of trying to be tough

I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 17:01:43 -0500

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Sat, 19 Dec 2009 13:06:21 -0500

and i guess it doesn’t matter what i am or pretend to be, cause it’s her you’ll...

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 12:56:24 -0500

and i guess it doesn’t matter what i am or pretend to be, cause it’s her you’ll always love and it’s her i’ll always envy.

so i go

Fri, 18 Dec 2009 17:33:11 -0500

crashed on the floor when i moved in, this little bungalow with some strange new friends. stay up too late, and i’m too thin. we promise each other it’s til the end. now we’re spinning empty bottles it’s the five of us, with pretty eyed boys girls die to trust, i can’t resist the day, no i can’t resist the day. jenny screams out and it’s no pose, cos when she dances she goes and goes, and beer through the nose on an inside joke, and i’m so excited i haven’t spoken. and she’s so pretty and she’s so sure, maybe i’m more clever than a girl like her. the summer’s all in bloom, the summer is ending soon. it’s alright, and it’s nice not to be so alone, but i hold on to secrets, in white houses. maybe i’m a little bit over my head, i come undone at the things he said, and he’s so funny in his bright red shirt, we were all in love and we all got hurt. i sneak into his cars cracked leather seat, the smell of gasoline in the summer heat, boy we’re going to way too fast, it’s all too sweet to last. it’s alright, and i put myself in his hands. but i hold on to your secrets, in white houses. love, or something ignites in my veins, and i pray it never fades, in white houses. my first time, hard to explain. rush of blood, oh and a little bit of pain. on a cloudy day, well it’s more common than you’d think.
he’s
my
first
mistake.
maybe you were all faster than me, we gave eachother up so easily. these silly little wounds will never mend, i feel so far from where i’ve been. so i go, and i will not be back here again, i’m gone as the day is fading, on white houses. i lie, wrote my injuries all in the dust, in my heart it’s the five of us, in white houses. and you, maybe you’ll remember me. what i gave is yours to keep. in white houses.

suicideblonde: Ghostworld corndogboobs:karenmcdaniel:weetzie-bat...

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 16:01:09 -0500

suicideblonde:

Ghostworld

corndogboobs:karenmcdaniel:weetzie-bat:peony-:underdressed

i was nineteen

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 09:02:46 -0500

call me
call me
call me

you're my chorus, my refrain, the verse of my first pain

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 15:29:35 -0500

although i always said you chose the cowards way out, you never did claim to be brave

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 00:41:17 -0500

although i always said you chose the cowards way out, you never did claim to be brave

it's nothing new

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 00:30:23 -0500